Shaunna, I'll keep you in my prayers, as you have been for a good while now.  Please take time to heal. It can be a process.

All my love and prayers to you. 

Thinking of you at this sad time, Shaunna & Mark.

My sincere condolences to you and your family. 

You just keep getting hit, Shaunna. I admire the way that you keep on keeping on. Good luck to you.

Much love to you Shaunna and your family

Thank you everyone for your prayers  and condolences, I am unable to go to Tasmania due to the availability of flights and lack of funds , which is sad cos I really want to be able to say my final good bye to him. I was /am so close to him he was like a son I never had. I am not looking forward to Thursday at all because his funeral is at 1pm

Shaunna... maybe that would be the last place in the world that he'd want you to be... He probably knew your financial state, and most likely would never have wanted to put hardship on you. I think he'd only ever want to be in your heart (the most important place) and in your thoughts.... honestly, I think you're "there" anyway in the most important way...  Hope that helps, sweety.

If it doesn't, then you've my permission to smack Mark.

smack him anyway....  

doc's right... have your own special day thinking about him... and all the good memories..

syd's right:

the other main reason is some of the flights have been grounded due to volcano ash that is coming from New Zealand

hahahaha don't give me idea's like that Doc

Ok you convinced me is that with 1 lumps or 2

I spoke with my Brother  Nigel the father of Scott and we solved a few differences between us and we are all good, we both had a good cry and we both said i love you at the end of our conversation,  I also told him I wouldn't be able to go due to the lack of funds  and also with the volcano ash coming from Chilly... anyway all is  good with us and he told me of the ill health that poor Scott went through up till the time he passed  I feel a sense of closeness  and the hurt is still there  the main thing is Nigel and I have sorted out our differences

Peace perfect peace scott, you have been a brave angel all through your life, while I am not ready to let you go yet I know that you're in no more pain and that you will be with both sets of grandparents looking down on us. I will always love and miss you so much.

Not just lumps, although they're very important... the color has impact all it's own ( ).... so I'm thinking black and blue, some lurid greens and purples and a sickly yellow or two... your thoughts?

very sad news Shauna.......... huggles from me

yep it is, its his funeral is today and I will be letting go 3 white balloons  with R.I.P SCOTTY,  I am sure he would have liked that.

yeah and some pink too